Full-Blown Suffering: My Fight With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a gloomy Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp sensation bloomed behind my one eye. Then came rapid stabs, similar to electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often begin with intense pain around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, severe agony focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like many triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the failure to plan life around erratic attacks took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key artery which delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people.
But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a